
OH MAN. I've put on weight. mind u, it's
KGS and not
grams. And
FATS all over my body. of course, all over the wrong place. Like i want bigger boobs, it gave me baby FAT. You don't know how horrified i am when i saw my chubby round mooncake face.
And when i want nice buttock so that i can use my buttock to push people in the train. Whenever i go to school, people will just try to push me and squeeze me especially those aunties. Just because i've a small butt, i've to be bullied by others. what has happened to the world!
So anyway, i don't have a nice buttock. The fat moved down to my thighs and legs. So like what my mother said, i've elephant legs now. Last time, she called them BIG FAT PIG'S LEGS. now i've upgraded till elephant legs. BAHHHHH. A teenager like me, has ELEPHANT LEGS AND BABY FATS now. How sad can it be.
in addition, my friends and family have been telling me that i've put on weight. i'm alright being heavy. But i'm definately not alright with having CHUBBY CHEEKS. my cousin was like jie, what on earth did u eat in london? your face is as round as my tennis ball. and your face is like don't know how many times of my tennis ball. WAH! did u know how i feel when i heard that. I tell u, i feel like crying when i heard that. let me emphasize on it. I FEEL. not I FELT.OF ALL THINGS, he chose to talk about my dead spot. just look at the words he used. as round as my tennis ball. AND EVEN WORST, don't know how many times of my tennis ball. WAH! How sad can my life be.
oh man. i was telling my family members that i shall be hardworking and do down to the gym regularly. my brother was like giving me a snickering laugh. how encouraging can he be. but right after telling them, i went out with Piong and that was when i began to indulge my appetite for sweets. i have a fabulous chinese crusine at some chinese restaurant and an extremely sinful dessert - ben&jerry's ice cream. 3 scoops of it.
OH MAN. i feel so sinful. FIRST TIME in my life that i feel sinful for eating so much. OH MAN. jacelyn since when did u become such a vainpot. the vainity within u is becoming worst. AGR. Anyway, i shall go to sleep now. Dan told me that by sleeping can makes me slimmer. i shall sleep now. but before i sleep, i shall go measure the length of my face. i hope by sleeping for more than 8 hours will makes my face becoming smaller by at least 1mm. SO JACELYN SHALL GOES TO SLEEP NOW.
(11:25 PMY)