If I was a rich girl.See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl. No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end. Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl.

if only my cash flow would never end, i would shop till i drop& slack till i'm dead. Osh. i've just bought a dress,a pair of earrings and a top. i'm intending to purchase another lacy dress and a vintage babydoll top. however, i'm super duper duper duper broke. I felt like chopping my hands off when i saw my very own possession. And just when i'm thinking of chopping my hands off, the images of those lovely clothes came across and conquered my mind. Yes, i shall survive on breads and water in order to buy those clothes. It sounds crazy but i really can't help it. Don't ask me what went wrong that made me to act like a bimbo. Cause i don't really know but i reckon it's a disease. A fatal disease which made me lose my sanity. It's fatal cause my mom will kills me when she discovers my new possession. so this might be my last entry.

anyway, something great happened along the way home. I met a super duper chubby and lovable jap baby and his loving parents. They're really nice and i enjoyed having conversation with them. They were like telling the baby, i'm his sister in christ. I'm like so so so delighted. Cause he's a super duper lovely baby. He's so curious about the things around him and so engross with the signs in the train. i simply love him. FOR HE IS SO SO SO LOVABLE JUST LIKE ME! So can u imagine how adorable he is. He's those kind of babies that would makes u want to start up a family and have a baby like him. okay. i'm just want to tell u all that i met a SUPER lovable jap baby.

so after that, i was day-dreaming again. dreaming that how wonderful life would be if i got back home and saw my room filled with money. dreaming that i would be doing my crazy shopping, manicure&pedicure and dining at fine place without worrying about the money. dreaming that i have a apartment at town so that i don't need to squeeze into the train and etc.

just then God talked to me and asked me to read Ecclesiastes 5:10. When i came back home and flipped open my bible, my jaw dropped. Ecclesiastes 5:10 - whoever loves money never has money enough, whoever loves wealth is never safisfied with his income. This too is meaningless. i'm like WOAH! God is telling me not to indulge into these meaningless activities and thoughts. His words are so true. Because i love money, i'll forever be greedy and wanting more. Thus, i'll never had enough money. Only when i'm contented with what i had, i'll have enough money and maybe even more than i needed. It's so amazing, the way God anointed us. So i shall really reflect on my shallow thoughts and materialistic personality. And i'll heed His advice and remember His words.

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