I CAN NO LONGER NAP!

i was lying on my mother's cosy bed with my HELLO KITTY pyjamas put on, trying to put myself into a long sweet afternoon nap like in the past. However, i lied in the bed for more than 45 minutes with my eyes staring at the ceiling. Whenever i closed my eyes trying, FOM came across my mind. I'll be start thinking whether i've found those information. When i realised it, i'll give myself a gentle slap and try to sleep. However, the same thing happened throughout my "nap".

I'm feeling so aggravated for the fact that i can't NAP. My mother saw me tossing around on the bed and doing a couples of weird things for so long. Finally, she couldn't take it and tried to drag me out of the bed. HOWEVER, I SIMPLY REFUSED TO DO SO! So what if i can't take my nap... I still want to lie down on the bed, enjoying the air-con and trying to deceive that I CAN FALL ASLEEP if i'm lie down on the bed for a longer time.

i reckon i've been self-deluding for i've been lying on the bed from three and a half hours with my eyes wide open. that's so super uber sad. And as i've type this stupid entry of mine, my econ notes are still waiting for me to revise. BAh. what a sad life i've got.

(8:13 PMY)