if i can turn back the hands of time, i would alter everything to make my life wonderful.

if i've the ability to turn back the hands of time, i would not turn back the hands of time.

i may have fell down somewhere along the road. i may have been deeply hurt by someone i loved. i may have lost something i held on so preciously.

But still i would not want to turn back the hands of time.

i maybe have fallen but i stood up again. i may have been hurt by the one i loved but i'm loved by others. i may have lost something but i've gain more than what i've lost.

so why should i change all the things that has happened on me. They may not be fond memories but they'r still memories; the trace of my life. Though they still hurt whenever i reminscied, they'll forever remain as history and i'm saved from being to go through it again.

when perfect ain't perfect and real things ain't real. all i want to be is be myself

(1:51 AMY)