everyday i wish i was small

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Le FemmeY

jacelyn

(jacie)
1598.
God's child.

i am totally in love with chocolate, cake, ice cream and candies.

bohemian like him, makes me want to fall in love.

Hurt

mardi, décembre 20

I felt i were so emaciated after a series of world war III. Do you know about it? Obviously , you don't . Am i being a callous person? I wish i could. I'm too tired to retort back. Am i suppose to bawl out my feeling at him? Will he understands? I seriously doubt so.

People asked me how can i remain nonchalently with all these going on. I just smiled and walked away.They can hardly see the tears through the smile. They can't hear my screaming within me. They can't sense the fear through my trembled voice. I used to say that memories will fade. However, it is a fact that it will never be. Memories etched deeply within me. I been through it numerous of times in my dream. It has been haunting me for years.

His words had left me jaded. My heart lunged inside me like the needle. The feeling is hard me to elucidate through words. Perhaps one day the pain within me will goes away , the memories will still remain in my heart. Till the day i go and stand beside my heavenly father.

(11:01 AMY)