Reminiscing the past

I'm filled with emotions ( like rojak) . I can't find any specific word for it. Such feeling is hard for me to elucidate.

I've been through a lot of things in 2005. Much more than i expected myself to face. Looking back, it has really been a tough year for me. There's moments when i'm at the verge of breaking down. However, there's always some nice people who were always there to give me lending hands. Thank you for being so nice to me.

If anyone ask me...

" If i can turn back the hands of time , what would i want to alter?"

My answer would be nothing. I don't to alter anything.

I learnt a lot of things throughout the year. From failure , friends , family and more. I've also made new good friends like Cindy, Regina, Zhongming, Weijun and more. Last but not least, I've found another best friend, God. I'm much closer to him now. I'm so thankful and grateful to my heavenly father. For he has chosen me. He has chosen me out of so many people. He has given me more than what i can ever ask for. He has given me his love. Because of him, i'm no longer afraid of darkness. Because of him, i'm no longer crying at the corner of my house. Because of him, i'm able to stand up strong from where i fall. Because of him, i'm not hunger for love from others.

I hope that i'll be even closer to God. I'll able to spend more time with him. To hear his words and feel his love. I also hope that i can serve my Lord better. Last but not least, i hope more people will be able to know God more.

May 2006 be a blessed year for everyone. May God embrace my readers with his tender love (=

(9:24 PMY)